Tuesday, June 8, 2010

Talked to the Coach and house stuff ...

So I have spent the better part of the last hour crying. Talking to God ... out loud.

Want to write all of my feelings here right now but can't. No time and I am trying to process everything that has happened today.

I am sad. I am hurting. I need a hug.
I need guidance.

Will be back later to write all the details.
Met with The Coach today. I don't know what to do or think about the conversation ... well besides turn it over to God. What I truly want is what God wants for me. Then there is the other side of me that just wants what I want. Trying to keep that side in check right now.

Came home after I met with him to a slew of emails from the realtor about the house. I am heartbroken on this front also. :( It's not mine anymore .... I have to leave it in like a month. The buyer won't rent it back to me because he wants to do major remodeling to it. :( That was like a kick in the gut for me.

I promise to update this more later ... Need to process everything. Cry some more. Pray some more.

2 comments:

Vanessa said...

(((((((HUGHS)))))) Praying that the PEACE of God be with you!

T said...

Sending prayers and strength... as always.